Sorry .. It Had Been This Long !
Posted by Mrs SPG
Yes..! i wasn’t in the mood to write.. all because it sometimes feel shitty to be here when the man’s mother don’t feel you are family.. and tell you that it was illegal .. to use their family name.. after of being 8 yrs in this country.
See gals..!! make sure you get your status right.. and don’t be like me. I choose not to get married.. because I wasn’t proposed to properly.. and everytime we talked about it.. he would say.. whatever you want. So it is not his want..?? therefore.. i know he is not very much into me.. and is not in the situation .. where he cannot lived without me.. but moreso for the kid. So i chose not to marry… that way if anything goes wrong.. i can just pack and walk.
Does it make sense to you all..?? i came for a dream. .and love.. but i feel so alone now. If not for my kid.. i think i would already have walked out.
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